JUST ABOUT ME, MYSELF, AND I
#Part One * night *

 
when feelings of disappointment mingled fear and anxiety became all, clear as a girl I was upset and did not even understand what really happened. The point of understanding and rejecting, sometimes it is difficult to separate. Indeed from the beginning is not clear how it should be and how actually. However, at least not like this. Sometimes clear and sometimes without an explanation. What one does not know, I know this just is not okay and this is not the best. I felt very frightened, and only saved himself. I do not know how long it will be better. Feeling really hope to find clarity, although do not know where to start.
* hopeless


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without a boyfriend? I guess it's impossible for me at this time. But when it comes it's too much trouble. Because I can't think simple. I want everything to be perfect, but it doesn't make it run perfectly as I wanted. Start with what is in front, don't think that doesn't make sense.
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I want to leave all of that. But it's arduous to set foot in and go. Actually falling at my feet here and couldn't move. I really wish I could change everything but the fact is difficult, and more just a pain here than in happiness. Want to move but I can't, then what should I do? I don't want to be stuck here forever!
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I don't know what I want! I don't know... I was happy or just sad . It's feel like missing something. It was like the mouth while eating lollipops but not at all sweet. And you know this is very painful. I just wanted to see, that's all. And promised not to expect much more of everything. I say this on the eve of the Day.

*I can't forget you, I'll never forget you - Lonely Lullaby
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just can wait and don't know how long it's take to feel okay. It's too bad being lonely in here. Make me so down and wanna move on but I just can't do it better. I don't know why you so far away but sometimes you so close to me. what should I do?

I couldn't in here all time. I just want you to know . . . .

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thank you for today, so beautiful day with you... full of love laugh and happiness. Keep on stay with you cause I like your smile, your style, your vibe about love and all of the things how you feel me how you being yourself. just on my way I love you . yay about all of reason... that's why I love you...
hope you feel the same with me : )

*happy V-Day . . . . . . . . thank you so much for love for smile for care and for today : )

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menemukan potongan yang hilang.... yang tidak terduga yang datang begitu saja tanpa disengaja it called naturally... but now yes i will and always he said. And I dont know how should it work better than the past.... haunted scared couldn't hide from my mind into my life now. Should i say yes or no or i just quite to stop. But i don't wanna to stop, it looks beautiful. yes we have the past but sure we'll have future together and never die... we always be a part from two pieces. I hope it will forever and always.
my mind can't stop thinking about you about us... but i scared really scared... your ghost from past can coming . . . please hold me tight and tell me you never let me go... kiss me and say that you always love me just do that and i will be with you forever.

LOVE is about together sharing care smile and happily forever... say you will and you always : )
 
; Valentine's Day Pumping Heart