Arms - Christina Perri

 I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

Distance - Christina Perri

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

Wide Awake - Katy Perry

 

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I'm wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong?
I'm wide awake
And now it's clear to me
That everything you see
Ain't always what it seems
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I'm wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself, no

I'm wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Outta the lion's den
I don't have to pretend
And it's too late
The story's over now, the end

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I'm wide awake
I am trying to hold on
I'm wide awake
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
I'm wide awake
But I'm not blind anymore...

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
You know I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

I thought it's Big

Bertambah usia pasti juga harus bertambah sesuatu yang baik dan pasti muncul check list yang menjadi target untuk ke depannya lagi. Apapun yang terjadi, jangan pernah menyesali apa yang sudah terjadi di belakang tapi usahakan untuk mencapai apa yang ada di depan yang menjadi target tentu saja! Semua tergantung diri sendiri mau banyakin yang baik-baiknya atau mau maksimalin yang konyol-konyolnya. But actually, everyone hoped for the best.
          So do what you need not what you want !

everything happen for a reason.... Jangan pernah takut untuk memulai, jangan pernah takut untuk mencoba, tapi ingat tetap bijak dalam memilih dan melangkah. Segalanya yang terjadi itu tergantung dari diri kita sendiri. Ketakutan mungkin datang, namun keyakinan dari dalam hati pasti menuntun kita pada sesuatu yang benar. Nggak gampang, tapi setidaknya mencoba terlebih dulu.

Don't give up before you get that.... be strong, it's too beautiful  to leave and gone.

I'm everything in me.... no one could destroy me.. kekuatan terbesar yang datang dari dalam diri kita akan menjadi sesuatu yang mampu menjadi  superguard inside and outside. Dalam kondisi apapun kita bisa mengatasinya, everything will be fine no matter what! Tapi ingat yaa... tetep harus konsen sama dirisemdiri dan lingkungan sekitar.

what is believed to be maintained.... Jangan sia-siakan apa yang memang benar-benar sudah diyakini dimiliki dan disayangi apapun itu harus dipertahankan! poor consistent is a big deal! jangan pernah menjadi lemah hanya karena suatu hal... karena berbagai hal adalah alasan yang besar untuk tetap survive!

when it's worked.... Kalau sudah berjalan dengan baik yang harus dilakukan cukup keep on track, perfect!
but if it doesn't work... kita harus berfikir lagi apa sebenarnya yang salah... next perbaiki segala hal yang kurang dan lihat apakah itu sesuai. Kuncinya sih konsentrasi dan wohaa everything will be better!

don't stuck! just run and make it work!